Sunday, August 25, 2013

Happy 8 months baby!

Dearest Caleb,

Just writing to let you know that you have given me the best eight months of my life. I've never felt so blessed in my whole life until I realized the depth of our love for each other. You are the man of my dreams and the man I've been waiting for all my life. Please know that I can feel your love everyday even at the most random routine of life. Although we are miles apart right now, you still never fail to put a smile on my face and joy in my heart. I am very blessed knowing I wake up each day knowing you are mine now and forever. You brought total bliss in my life and I am very thankful of your love. Being with you everyday is total bliss that I am very thankful about. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and just so you know,You are my heaven on earth. Happy 8 monthsarry. Cheers to forever!

love, Julie.

Friday, August 2, 2013

jump in.

I’m pretty sure I wrote in my diary a year ago that I will never fall in love again if I wasn’t sure that he would be the man who would be worth the drama and would walk me down the aisle. It’s been years of falling in, breaking down, and all the mess that tags along with it. I was pretty confident I would never survive another break up. I was just a little girl scared of breaking my heart again, until Caleb John came into my life out of the ordinary one fine December morning. When I met him I realized how easy he managed to make me smile the whole day just after a single 40-minute conversation. We clicked in an instant and got along easily. Weeks passed and we couldn’t last a day without each other. There is great joy in each other’s company and we couldn’t be any happier. One day he confessed that he loves me; it was one of the happiest moments of my youth. From that day on I just knew that it was time to stop being scared and start claiming the love we both deserve. I fasted and prayed to God for guidance and strength to take a leap and fall in love again. Seven days from the day he told me he loves me; I answered “I love you” back. It was the best decision I ever made in my twenty three years of existence. I have never been so happy and content in love. Everyday I am learning to exercise patience, understanding, and being selfless. It's challenging at times but at the end of the day, love wins. It's been seven abounding months of love, joy, and comfort and baby the risk was worth it.