Friday, August 2, 2013

jump in.

I’m pretty sure I wrote in my diary a year ago that I will never fall in love again if I wasn’t sure that he would be the man who would be worth the drama and would walk me down the aisle. It’s been years of falling in, breaking down, and all the mess that tags along with it. I was pretty confident I would never survive another break up. I was just a little girl scared of breaking my heart again, until Caleb John came into my life out of the ordinary one fine December morning. When I met him I realized how easy he managed to make me smile the whole day just after a single 40-minute conversation. We clicked in an instant and got along easily. Weeks passed and we couldn’t last a day without each other. There is great joy in each other’s company and we couldn’t be any happier. One day he confessed that he loves me; it was one of the happiest moments of my youth. From that day on I just knew that it was time to stop being scared and start claiming the love we both deserve. I fasted and prayed to God for guidance and strength to take a leap and fall in love again. Seven days from the day he told me he loves me; I answered “I love you” back. It was the best decision I ever made in my twenty three years of existence. I have never been so happy and content in love. Everyday I am learning to exercise patience, understanding, and being selfless. It's challenging at times but at the end of the day, love wins. It's been seven abounding months of love, joy, and comfort and baby the risk was worth it. 

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